Take a look at the 'Ginfreely vs the coalition' thread, you mean only your posts end up there?
I welcome you back warmly as I miss those travel posts you make, if you so aim to vent your shit in here, go ahead- they will just end up where they belong.
I sincerely hope this is just your online persona and not your real self, if it's the latter, please seek medical help. It's signs of depression.