Thankyou for all your well wishes. I honestly do not expect much from a man centric forum. Anyway, I went to see a doctor the next day and was given some medicine. Doctor did not give me ny MC as he thinks its probably heatiness. Anyway, I told him about it as our daughter was staying with me and he freaked out, insisted on bringing her to his side and his girlfriend to take her. I said no and I can manage. The last thing Iwant is another woman taking over my role as the real mother. On Wed, I sort of recovered. He contacted me and said he has spoken to his lawyers and his lawyers will write to my lawyers about applying to take the custody care and control away from me saying that I am unable to take care of our daughter etc etc etc. So, the last week or so had been to and fro for me talking to my lawyers defending my custody rights etc etc. Also need to settle my own work issues and worse last Fri, government announced the stupid circuit breaker thing. So i was busy with sorting out work issues, then have to sort out e learning for her during circuit breaker and also get proper computer and furnture for her, discussing with other children parents what are the stuff we need etc etc. Also need to stock up some things at home for circuit breaker. By night, I am usually already half dead and totally no mood for anything and in quietness of night, rather depressing, sometimes feel why the fxxk am i doing in this stupid world. Every morning, I wake up and tell myself to be focus and sort out what I need to do for her, the work issues., etc. I finally managed to get some sort of orderliness by this morning and will fight on. Thanks for your words of concern