Brudder, Life is a journey and everyone's journey is different depending on how he wants to walk it. And everyone got his role and purpose in life and the society. There are people around who want you to walk this and that direction, fast and slow. But deep inside, if that is not what you want, you do not force yourself to take it. And most important of all, do not feel inferior or lousy just because of not living the kind of life they suggest or expect from you. All of us breathe air and are prone to sickness and many unforeseen events. All of us, whether those arrogant, successful, rich or poor, will go one day. It's about letting go of mindsets that chain you up as you live everyday. If you let yourself bogged down mentally, you enslaved yourself to more suffering. I'd rather you read a book or do something you like happily. At least every second that passes by is happy and free of mental torture. It is all in the mind, happy or sad, and how we think determines it. There is a good saying that until now I still remember and remind myself, "Death is Certain. Time of Death is uncertain." It will make us want to live happily every minute of the day and dun fret too much about things that have yet to happen or get frustrated about things that have already passed which you can do nothing about it. LEARN TO MEDITATE, IT HELPS TO CLEAR YOUR MIND, SO THAT YOU CAN SEE THINGS MORE CLEARLY AND CALMLY.