To You, For You...

[AhMeng]

황금들꽃 사랑 Love of the Gold Flower

 

[Wunderfool]

Baby

I love you. I will never try to change you. If I try to change you, it becomes my desire, and it's no longer love. I will not try to improve you, for such improvements only satisfy myself, and it isn't you. So be yourself, the same self who piqued my heart and soothes my soul.

Bigger Baby

Gin will be in tears if this love composition is for her.

 

[AhMeng]

Gin will be in tears if this love composition is for her.

I have put her on "ignore" mode, so as not to spoil my inner peace today

 

[AhMeng]

Dear God

Another day has started. Thank you for allowing me to wake up. I am not perfect, unlike you. Most times, I don't pray, questioned my faith, and lose my temper. Thank you for creating mornings so that i can start afresh each day without carrying the burden of yesterday.

Please watch over her, my family, my friends and whoever is reading this.

Ah Meng
Monday, 30 July 2018

 

[yinyang]

Thank you for allowing me to wake up. I am not perfect, unlike you. Most times, I don't pray, questioned my faith, and lose my temper. Thank you for creating mornings so that i can start afresh each day without carrying the burden of yesterday.

AM, mornings are a clean slate. Unlike you, I'm a free sinner

 

[yinyang]

 

[AhMeng]

AM, mornings are a clean slate. Unlike you, I'm a free sinner

We all sin. No one is perfect.

 

[AhMeng]

A rainy day, clouds gathering, sitting here in my room, looking out of the window and having my chickpeas lunch.

A while ago, I overheard two female colleagues gossipping about a another female colleague in the pantry. There seems to be much envy and jealousy about the latter's wealth, the designer label clothes and luxury bag. Envy seems to make them discontented about who they are, what they are and their present life.

I just want to say these to the two gossipers...Even the richest and mightiest is just another human being when you both get rid of you envy. Why envy and become discontented?

 

[AhMeng]

꽃밥-분홍나라

 

[AhMeng]

Tuesday, 31July 2018

Good morning my baby. It isn't easy to love without your physical presence. I want to look into your eyes like a silly man who is in love. I want to hold your body tightly against mine and give you a real huggie. I want to kiss your luscious lips transmitting the energy of love. I want to plant a kiss avatar of love on forehead every morning while you still sleeping. There are so many "wants", yet, there isnt anything I can do. Life is just incomplete without you by my side, though i know it has to be like this for a while. I hope that someone somewhere will invent a machine and zap me next to you at an instant, whenever i want to see your comforting smile teasing me, and my longing to be with you. I can't wait to see you soon . Every hour minute and second that passes by seems so long.

I love you.

 

[AhMeng]

Beautiful piece by Gu Zhinong (顾致农) Gu Zhinong was born in Hangzhou of Zhejiang Province. He entered China Academy of Fine Arts in 1990 and then taught in Fine Art Academy of Hangzhou Normal University in 1994. He was awarded The Gold Medal in “The 11th Zhejiang Province Fine Arts Exhibition”. Gu’s works were selected into “The 9th Zhejiang Fine Arts Exhibition”, 1994; “The 8th National Fine Arts Exhibition”, 1994; “The 10th Zhejiang Province Fine Arts Exhibition”, 1999; “Zhejiang Oil Painter Society Exhibition”, 2004; “The 10th National Fine Arts Exhibition”, 2004; “The Spirit of Time—National Portrait Oil Painting Exhibition”, 2007.

I see a young Chinese girl, filled with dreams and ambitions, who will need to straddle between tradition and culture, discovering her own path, making sense of new world order to find happiness, and following her own interpretation of how success will look like when she reaches her prime. Simply beautiful.

 

[AhMeng]

I love all the holidays we had together.
I love all the meals we had together.
I love all the spas we had together.
I love all the questions we had for each other.
And I love how we kiss and hug each other.
I love you in all my moments with you by my side.
From your man...

 

[yinyang]

As you in the mood

 

[AhMeng]

As you in the mood

Thanks. Keeping myself in high spirits away from the hustle of Courtyard.

 

[AhMeng]

1 August 2018

Life is paradoxical. When I am melancholic, I cherish happiness. When it's rowdy, I desire tranquility. When you're absent, I yearn your presence.

Good morning

 

[AhMeng]

It often begins with a smile...

 

[AhMeng]

Being happy or appearing to be happy are completely two different things. One has to be truthful to himself or herself what he or she honestly desires.

 

[AhMeng]

Mornings are a great therapy for my soul. The body well rested, the soul recharged.

 

[yinyang]

Mornings are a great therapy for my soul. The body well rested, the soul recharged.

You are a 'morning' person, unlike the nocturnal types in our midst . And you have the day to deal with life's daily.

 

[AhMeng]

You are a 'morning' person, unlike the nocturnal types in our midst . And you have the day to deal with life's daily.

I used to be a nouturnal type and made a effort to change my lifestyle. I don't drink as much, I workout a lot to bring my BMI down to a very healthy level, eat more vegetables and completely revamp my wardrobe as I taper down from size 36 to 30.

The only vice I have now is lighting a ciggee once in a while. When my will to quit arrives, I am going to kick this bad habit