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I'm an NSman officer, I regret it and I'm sick of serving
When I was in BMT, young and dumb, prefrontal cortex hasn't fully developed yet, I indicated interest in leadership school because "i want to make the most out of the 2 years". Got sent to OCS, did a lot of unnecessary chiongsua and saikang, served the 2 years as an officer. I thought I was serving my nation, developing my character. Got sword some more.
Fast-forward to today as an adult with a more fully-developed brain, I am doing my 10 year ICT cycle and I 100% regret it. As officers, we need to return to camp before the main body, plan the training program for the rest of the returning NSMen, and then execute the program. Go through this game of make-believe, waste a load of time for the whole company. Literally wasting every guy's life doing "military exercises", training so on paper we can say that we have military capability for deterrence. For 2-3 weeks each year. Away from our family and work. Imagine if these 2-3 weeks can be used for more leaves instead of going back to camp. Like in EU countries. Europeans have month-long holidays, Singaporean men go back to army camp eat shit.
I should've just put in the bare minimum, been a storeman or faked some sort of chronic health issue and just do my own thing for 2 years. Singapore did nothing to deserve my life, energy and time. Half the population is non-Singaporean, and half of the citizen population are women who don't need to serve, so many free-riders riding on our lives. And everyone just treats it as a fact of life, oh I'm a guy so you need to serve. Screw that, it's literally institutional sexism baked into the system. And what do you mean throughout a large part of my life I have to be chained to this "duty" and notify the government everytime I leave the country for some time? Like some sort of slave underclass.
I'm disgusted by this state of affairs. Now I just want to do the bare minimum and finish the 10 years that I'm liable for. Oh I forgot it doesn't end there. As an officer I'm legally liable up to 50 years old. Lol stupid me.
