Sorry, let me rant a bit.
Lately, I made a (not big) donation to a poor Thai hospital. I am not well-to-do but the amount means a lot to the Thai people. My due diligence confirmed that the money bought supplies to the hospital.
Times are bad now and the hospital needs more help now and I hope to giving them more. My close friend and family are sad, angry, and disappointed with my decision because if I match the first donation amount, it will cripple my finances. To them, it is like so foolish not to save for rainy days ahead (recession) and at least, my priority should be to help my extended family if I want to be helpful.
I feel foolish, that everyone says that i am not thinking with my brains.
I feel angry, that I am trying to do good, but in return, I am perceived as reckless and disappointed my loved ones.
It supposed to be for charity; I never asked for anything but in return, I get sadness.
Stupid no cure right?
I guess this is life. Might as well spend the money on drinks and cigarettes, everyone will be happier, including myself.
Thanks for reading.
