For me I ask many questions at myself while watching sunrise this morning.
Why I know I will regret, yet I still fall into temptation and still do it?
Am I a Sammyboyer thrill seeker?
Was I tempted or did I willingly wanted some action fun on a Friday night and momentarily forget that I will definitely have post-fun health regrets?
Why I choose to be on the devil's side and forsake the angel in me?
Did Jesus abandon me on purpose?
If God loves me, wouldn't he stop me from all these thrill seeking bad things?
Or maybe God when young also have such fun?
I am all in confusion.