I respect your honesty that’s admirable. But I hope you see why these questions are important. If the Bible is claimed to be the inerrant Word of God, yet:
- Christians disagree on which books belong in it,
- early manuscripts show later additions and textual changes, and
- it took 300+ years for the canon to even be finalized,
then wouldn’t it make sense to first study the historical process before assuming perfection? Faith is one thing, but history is another. If God truly gave a perfect book, the evidence should support that claim consistently across all manuscripts, canons, and traditions. That’s why I think understanding the history is essential before making absolute statements about inerrancy.