I never knew him, that's why I can't relate. Btw, shit happens. R.I.P to this man.
I was living in U.S. in my teen years. I had a lot of suicidal problems, prescribed medication was only making it worse. Medical cannabis helped me. I had been using this
strain in very limited amount. I don't know if someone read it, still I can say that my conscience is clear. Don't be afraid of telling close people about your psychological issues.