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Hi..Im 35, female, Single, in Sg. I suffer from severe depression and I was wondering if I could connect with some ppl.
Maybe a bit of backstory: Recently got into another episode with my mother where she sent me 20 msgs all in CAPS. Trigger was due to me complaining to her about my younger brother being disrespectful(when me and him only meet up once a year during CNY for 1 dinner at a cousin's house)...basically my mom started being toxic towards me and justifying my younger brother's horridly disrespectful behaviours(just because he is more established career wise and finance wise) .And yet a lot of these I understand is partially due to my fault because I lose my temper at times and say things I shouldnt say to her/them as well. And yea, I cant cut off from them because financially Im unstable and still dependent on my mother(for about 70% of my expenses)...I work currently as a freelancer because I plan to apply for Masters this year as well..
So yea...these few days my depression has gotten worse and Im not able to leave my bed...and have thoughts of s...even. Im writing this thread in hopes of making some supportive friends, perhaps can start from some basic conversations, and of course, I would be grateful for the encouragement(s) given.