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For example, I want to forget my past failed relationships and start afresh with a new woman.
I want to STOP my brain from entering into a "Compare and Contrast" mode.
This is because its distracting sometimes at "crucial moments" during love making and intercourses (like just now), when my uncooperative brain asks "Compare and Contrast" questions like:
1. "Why my ex doesn't like/enjoy cunnilingus, but my present one enjoys so much and moaning/screaming away in ecstasy?".
2. "Why my ex doesn't like to swallow but my present one swallows, looks into to my eyes and can still smile as if my sperm are special premium white ginseng concoction?".
All these "Compare and Contrast" questions spoiled my enjoyment of sex.
And these "Compare and Contrast" cannot be verbalised with my current partner, otherwise all hell will break loose. She has now fallen asleep and these "Compare and Contrast" are back to haunt me again.
I seriously think I would make a better lover or partner to her if there's a medication that can expunge such "Compare and Contrast" mode in my brain due to the existence of previous experiences.
I am very serious. I want a good and lasting RS this time.
I want to be a Better Man.