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Today I had lunch alone.
I was pissed off by the new joiner lady pro China stance. And so, she IMed me to go for tea at 4pm. I hesitated but I couldn't say no, because before I could reply, she stood behind me at my workstation and gently tapped my back. It felt that I was touched by a beautiful angel.
Seeing her smile with her ultra alluring dimples, my unhappiness with her pro China stance subsided immediately. It was like I was being voodoo-zapped by her.
During our tea break, she asked if I am upset with her for some reason or another. I told her no because I do not want to hurt her feelings about her pro China stance. I lied and said I had some personal issues. She inquired further, I lied further.
Then she asked if it was my current GF issues. I kept silent.
Then out of the blue, she confessed that she likes me a lot and would like to know me better as a good friend and in her own words, "maybe more".
I was shocked. I was speechless. She already knew I am attached and yet, she isn't embarrassed at all?
It was an awkward silence and then I changed topic to talk about Singapore Rediscovery Vouchers which I hadn't utilise. My mistake again! She suggested we go for a staycation at Sentosa together to get to know each other better. OMG!
To cut her off, I reminded her that I am currently attached.
She replied that it's OK with her and that her offer stands. I am like WTF wrong with this girl in front of me???
Anyway, we ended our tea break and went back to office.
I had some outstanding work to clear and so I worked overtime today. With my mind and soul solidly focused on project delivery, I hadn't had time to think of the new lady joiner's "offer".
Now menatlly tired and in the train back home again (no car today again as my GF is using my car), recollecting what has happened today, I am feeling vulnerable.
I think the new lady joiner is SATAN IN DISGUISE.
As I sat and closed my eyes in in the MRT just now, I can now imagine her to be like Eve in the Book of Genesis.
She has obviously plucked and ate the forbidden fruit in the Garfen of Eden. She is luring me to eat the forbidden fruit together with her. She is evil.
She has been using her charm on me since day 1. She obviously know my inherent weaknesses and she is taking advantage of my kindness to her.
But honestly, I am tempted by Satanic Eve. The flesh in me has evolved to a level that I cannot resist her any longer. Jesus, please help me out, as I closed my eyes and prayed silently a while ago.
Prayer doesn't seem to have help me. I am yearning for our respective flesh to become one, and our souls to merge in unison forever.
I have never been unfaithful before. I am wondering it could be my first act of betrayal to my current GF.
Should I just try it out with Satanic Eve without my current GF knowing?
If it works out well with Satanic Eve, make a decision in the future? At least, I wouldn't have to sacrifice my current GF, just in case Satanic Eve is really evil after all.
If you are in my shoes, what will you do?
Staycation or Stay at home?
I was pissed off by the new joiner lady pro China stance. And so, she IMed me to go for tea at 4pm. I hesitated but I couldn't say no, because before I could reply, she stood behind me at my workstation and gently tapped my back. It felt that I was touched by a beautiful angel.
Seeing her smile with her ultra alluring dimples, my unhappiness with her pro China stance subsided immediately. It was like I was being voodoo-zapped by her.
During our tea break, she asked if I am upset with her for some reason or another. I told her no because I do not want to hurt her feelings about her pro China stance. I lied and said I had some personal issues. She inquired further, I lied further.
Then she asked if it was my current GF issues. I kept silent.
Then out of the blue, she confessed that she likes me a lot and would like to know me better as a good friend and in her own words, "maybe more".
I was shocked. I was speechless. She already knew I am attached and yet, she isn't embarrassed at all?
It was an awkward silence and then I changed topic to talk about Singapore Rediscovery Vouchers which I hadn't utilise. My mistake again! She suggested we go for a staycation at Sentosa together to get to know each other better. OMG!
To cut her off, I reminded her that I am currently attached.
She replied that it's OK with her and that her offer stands. I am like WTF wrong with this girl in front of me???
Anyway, we ended our tea break and went back to office.
I had some outstanding work to clear and so I worked overtime today. With my mind and soul solidly focused on project delivery, I hadn't had time to think of the new lady joiner's "offer".
Now menatlly tired and in the train back home again (no car today again as my GF is using my car), recollecting what has happened today, I am feeling vulnerable.
I think the new lady joiner is SATAN IN DISGUISE.
As I sat and closed my eyes in in the MRT just now, I can now imagine her to be like Eve in the Book of Genesis.
She has obviously plucked and ate the forbidden fruit in the Garfen of Eden. She is luring me to eat the forbidden fruit together with her. She is evil.
She has been using her charm on me since day 1. She obviously know my inherent weaknesses and she is taking advantage of my kindness to her.
But honestly, I am tempted by Satanic Eve. The flesh in me has evolved to a level that I cannot resist her any longer. Jesus, please help me out, as I closed my eyes and prayed silently a while ago.
Prayer doesn't seem to have help me. I am yearning for our respective flesh to become one, and our souls to merge in unison forever.
I have never been unfaithful before. I am wondering it could be my first act of betrayal to my current GF.
Should I just try it out with Satanic Eve without my current GF knowing?
If it works out well with Satanic Eve, make a decision in the future? At least, I wouldn't have to sacrifice my current GF, just in case Satanic Eve is really evil after all.
If you are in my shoes, what will you do?
Staycation or Stay at home?