I've posted a response to you. But it was too long and rejected, although it was less than 100 words.
I can only say this: if you do Right, there is no need for you to ask for Judgement.
If you did wrong, and you are filled with regret, guilt and remorse, you need to seek JUSTIFICATION.
you are no different from the many cyberbullies here. I will not judge you simply because you are NOT WORTHY OF BEING JUDGED.
THANK YOU.