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Found His Wife
VentilationThis is something I can’t talk to anyone about. Been seeing my MM for about 4 months. Best connection and chemistry of my entire life. I’m separated, he’s not planning to leave as far as I can tell. We just said our first “I love you”.
I was able to find his wife’s social media profile with a little sleuthing. It’s like reality has come crashing down in a way. She is the complete opposite of me, both in looks and her “vibe” (she seems more rough and tumble/tomboyish while I’m very girly). It’s just kind of jarring to see the real person.
I don’t want to let him go but I also know I want a full and normal life with him. The constant push and pull. He makes me SO happy in a lot of ways, but it’s hard to go to bed every night alone and I know he’s in bed with his wife (even if he says they haven’t had sex since we got together).
Never imagined I would be in this situation but I truly love him and can’t imagine my life without him now either.