Depressed

[Claire]

I absolutely hate dating nowadays. Life has been busy ever since I broke off with M. Well, it's not that I hate dating, but my energy levels are zilch at the end of each day, after pouring my heart and soul into my career. Even my weekends are not spared from teleconference calls.

Further, I rarely find someone I like nowadays, and when I have, it hasn't worked out. I don't really even consider myself picky. There are certain "men" qualities which I find indispensable, like the man being extremely funny and outgoing. I've always dated extremely loud, funny, outgoing, confident, driven, successful, masculine men. My personality is more chill, feminine and submissive to the right man, so I tend to mesh very well with these men.

I am "technically" single, but I have been on and off for almost a year with this chap. Let's call him G.

G is more than 20 years older than me, a couple of tens of millions in net worth. He's extremely funny and often makes me laugh whenever we were together. The sexual chemistry between us was fantastic. He's sort of what I would call "necromantic" (not sure whether I should be using this word, but what the heck!). When we make out, he's able to "lift" and "talk" me from my dull, uninterested body and soul to salient heights of instantaneous carnal gratification.

G said "I love you" a month into relationship, during and after our first make out. However, apart from these intimacy talks of love, he seemed to be afraid of commitment and often brushed off topics of getting into an exclusive relationship with me. I reckon that I have fallen for him, but at the back of my mind, I harboured thoughts that it's probably not going to work out, except for carnal transactions.

G is sort of a selfish man. He's non committal and a Marlboro red chain smoker. Sometimes, I think that his excessive smoking is killing his brain to the point that he doesn't care about or want a relationship. A couple of weeks ago before CNY 2020, we had a sort of a bad argument and did not speak for a while. Strangely, he sent me a CNY greeting via Whatsapp and we ended up having our "romantic getaway".

However post that, he had gone cold again and we haven't met or chatted on WhatsApp. It felt to me like he's striken with Covid-19, and permanently locked up in a quarantine facility, which also barred any form of telecommunicating messaging! What an assholic scumbag!

Well, I met a new man ("E") a week ago. E is good looking (I wouldn't say he's hunky or handsome), successful, and running his own profitable manufacturing business from Singapore and Taipei. E feels like everything I wanted.

Well, we went for 2 dates, and this morning, E tells me that he wasn't looking for anything permanent or serious. I am sort of depressed today, and hence, writing this piece of shitty garbage in this god forsaken forum! E is what I always envisioned as husband material. Fxxking depressing to the max!

I know I need to get myself out there and date again but it is hard for me. I've dated men who are hilarious, good-looking, and rich. Subsequently, when I go on dates with other lackluster men, I get depressed again.

I'm just sad that things couldn't work out with the men ~ M, G and E ~ that I met and had carnal gratification with.

It's just making me sad and feel like I'm not good enough.

Let's be honest. The dating pool is not that great. I'm amazed when men like M, G and E acting distant, like they are able to go out and find someone better than me so easily?

I'm feeling so dejected. I really want to get married and have a family. I'm afraid that I'm not going to find someone, where the feeling is mutual and loving in an exclusive relationship.

I am crying as I write this now. I just want everything to work out with a man I want.

Depressed.

 

[zhihau]

such a GEM... stay positive, yah?

 

[Papsmearer]

Who is this fucking bitch, and why is she polluting SBF?

 

[nayr69sg]

I absolutely hate dating nowadays. Life has been busy ever since I broke off with M. Well, it's not that I hate dating, but my energy levels are zilch at the end of each day, after pouring my heart and soul into my career. Even my weekends are not spared from teleconference calls.

Further, I rarely find someone I like nowadays, and when I have, it hasn't worked out. I don't really even consider myself picky. There are certain "men" qualities which I find indispensable, like the man being extremely funny and outgoing. I've always dated extremely loud, funny, outgoing, confident, driven, successful, masculine men. My personality is more chill, feminine and submissive to the right man, so I tend to mesh very well with these men.

I am "technically" single, but I have been on and off for almost a year with this chap. Let's call him G.

G is more than 20 years older than me, a couple of tens of millions in net worth. He's extremely funny and often makes me laugh whenever we were together. The sexual chemistry between us was fantastic. He's sort of what I would call "necromantic" (not sure whether I should be using this word, but what the heck!). When we make out, he's able to "lift" and "talk" me from my dull, uninterested body and soul to salient heights of instantaneous carnal gratification.

G said "I love you" a month into relationship, during and after our first make out. However, apart from these intimacy talks of love, he seemed to be afraid of commitment and often brushed off topics of getting into an exclusive relationship with me. I reckon that I have fallen for him, but at the back of my mind, I harboured thoughts that it's probably not going to work out, except for carnal transactions.

G is sort of a selfish man. He's non committal and a Marlboro red chain smoker. Sometimes, I think that his excessive smoking is killing his brain to the point that he doesn't care about or want a relationship. A couple of weeks ago before CNY 2020, we had a sort of a bad argument and did not speak for a while. Strangely, he sent me a CNY greeting via Whatsapp and we ended up having our "romantic getaway".

However post that, he had gone cold again and we haven't met or chatted on WhatsApp. It felt to me like he's striken with Covid-19, and permanently locked up in a quarantine facility, which also barred any form of telecommunicating messaging! What an assholic scumbag!

Well, I met a new man ("E") a week ago. E is good looking (I wouldn't say he's hunky or handsome), successful, and running his own profitable manufacturing business from Singapore and Taipei. E feels like everything I wanted.

Well, we went for 2 dates, and this morning, E tells me that he wasn't looking for anything permanent or serious. I am sort of depressed today, and hence, writing this piece of shitty garbage in this god forsaken forum! E is what I always envisioned as husband material. Fxxking depressing to the max!

I know I need to get myself out there and date again but it is hard for me. I've dated men who are hilarious, good-looking, and rich. Subsequently, when I go on dates with other lackluster men, I get depressed again.

I'm just sad that things couldn't work out with the men ~ M, G and E ~ that I met and had carnal gratification with.

It's just making me sad and feel like I'm not good enough.

Let's be honest. The dating pool is not that great. I'm amazed when men like M, G and E acting distant, like they are able to go out and find someone better than me so easily?

I'm feeling so dejected. I really want to get married and have a family. I'm afraid that I'm not going to find someone, where the feeling is mutual and loving in an exclusive relationship.

I am crying as I write this now. I just want everything to work out with a man I want.

Depressed.

You should make friends with @ckmpd She can introduce you to some of her balless sinkie men.

 

[syed putra]

What about thus bangla?

 

[sweetiepie]

I am "technically" single, but I have been on and off for almost a year with this chap. Let's call him G.

When we make out, he's able to "lift" and "talk" me from my dull, uninterested body and soul to salient heights of instantaneous carnal gratification.

KNN that's a non virgin slut KNN

 

[nirvarq]

We gauge you by the amount of time we spent to get into your pants. All the laughter, intelligent conversations and even extremely pleasurable sex or your looks is not as important as how easy you give in which is what is priceless.

If we want pro class sex or beauty we can buy it, understand ? Especially to the more career successful men.

 

[blackmondy]

Cloudy's alter-ego is back...

 

[eatshitndie]

aww, don’t be depressed sister. stay positive. think of what a wonderful life you can have by not getting hitched to a man on an (s)exclusive basis. “family” as you know it can be with a bunch of trusted, dependable friends. it doesn’t have to conform to a husband-wife model. once you get the hang of living a lonely yet “la famiglia” life, it can becum fun and you’ll begin to appreciate and enjoy it. my “famiglia” is all over the globe, from italia to britannia to germania to taiwan to d.c. to arsetralia to sg. whenever you need to chill out and recharge in a sanctuary far away, there’s la famiglia to rely on. if “x” bothers you, just call guiseppe bacetto, and he will beccare him with a “kiss”. if “y” hurts you, call salvatore afferrare, and he will afferrare the pussy out of him. but every year you must make your pilgrimage to scarmagno in the aosta-lombardia area in northern italy during the week of lent and throw some frozen blood oranges at peasants and townsfolk in ivrea as a symbol of your aristocratic status. unfortunately the whole sh’bang is cancelled this year due to some wuhan whores, but there’s always next year. it was there in the alps of biela that i found my enlightenment - that i’ve lived over 669 lives. and there’s nothing to be afraid of or depressed about. wow! i’m talking shit again.

 

[Claire]

aww, don’t be depressed sister. stay positive. think of what a wonderful life you can have by not getting hitched to a man on an (s)exclusive basis. “family” as you know it can be with a bunch of trusted, dependable friends. it doesn’t have to conform to a husband-wife model. once you get the hang of living a lonely yet “la famiglia” life, it can becum fun and you’ll begin to appreciate and enjoy it. my “famiglia” is all over the globe, from italia to britannia to germania to taiwan to d.c. to arsetralia to sg. whenever you need to chill out and recharge in a sanctuary far away, there’s la famiglia to rely on. if “x” bothers you, just call guiseppe bacetto, and he will beccare him with a “kiss”. if “y” hurts you, call salvatore afferrare, and he will afferrare the pussy out of him. but every year you must make your pilgrimage to scarmagno in the aosta-lombardia area in northern italy during the week of lent and throw some frozen blood oranges at peasants and townsfolk in ivrea as a symbol of your aristocratic status. unfortunately the whole sh’bang is cancelled this year due to some wuhan whores, but there’s always next year. it was there in the alps of biela that i found my enlightenment - that i’ve lived over 669 lives. and there’s nothing to be afraid of or depressed about. wow! i’m talking shit again.

I always cheer up whenever I read your heartfelt words of concern

Often masked in your lyrical prose, you are peerless in this silly and preposterous forum filled with many odious characters, not only impecunious, but also craptastic in the posts.

Thankyou my big brother eat.

 

[mastermaster]

Guarantee this prick will not ever break your heart.

 

[Valium]

Do you want to try a broomstick?

 

[Papsmearer]

Guarantee this prick will not ever break your heart.

Neither will this

 

[Papsmearer]

I suggest she switch to charbors

 

[mojito]

Me 2. One can only eat so many days of instant noodles and canned foods without feeling depress.

 

[Bad New Brown]

Another woman wanting to hook big fat fish

 

[syed putra]

Another woman wanting to hook big fat fish

And all the big fat fish took advantage without saying thanks.

 

[Valium]

And all the big fat fish took advantage without saying thanks.

Hey it's a sex for money transaction, nothing to thank.

 

[Thick Face Black Heart]

You can try making friends with cloudy.

But you have to wear a mask and wash your hands first

 

[blackmondy]

You can try making friends with cloudy.

But you have to wear a mask and wash your hands first

I have a strong feeling both of them are the same person....