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Having to let go of the best sex I’ve ever had
In My FeelsI’ve never experienced a physical connection like this before. It wasn’t just regular sex. It was actual love making. We could go for hours while looking deep into each other’s eyes. It would go from crazy hot sex to slow and intimate deep love.
I truly believe that’s how he made me fall in love with him.
All my life I thought I enjoyed sex but it wasn’t until him that I realized I just tolerated it before.
This is the first time ever, at 32, that I’m actually absolutely crazy about making love with someone.
I’m so sad to have to let this go. We haven’t seen each other for 2 weeks since I broke things off. And I miss him terribly. I’m heartbroken that we’ll never get to have those moments of deep connection again.
I’ve never been very much concerned about intimacy in my previous relationships. It was just something I felt I had to do in order to keep the relationship going. Like a chore.
But with him… my goodness. I never knew sex could be this amazing.
He says he’ll do what’s necessary for us to be together (meaning a divorce), but I know this could take years, as they have a 7 month old baby. And that’s only if he actually keeps his promise.
So I know it’s for the best and I have to let him go. But I’m so scared I’ll never find this kind of effortless, magnetic crazy passionate love again. I just found it for the first time, it kills me to have to lose it. I’m actually crying.
I’m just really struggling at the moment. Please help me stay strong.