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Married me and but celebrated honeymoon with his affair!
VentingI was married with lots of hopes of genuine connection and thought of spiritual progression in my marriage life instead i just got handful of betrayal from my husband, he seemed like a polite, simple, kind hearted guy but inside he us definitely feeding his demon. Just after 15 days of our marriage, he went to honeymoon with his affair.He lived multiple lives of affair behind my back. When i remember the instances where i was investing my energy and love on him, he was investing only on his sexual energy, it was devastating for me. There was one such incident went to pray to god for spiritual trip for his health as he always says he has no energy, he went to sleep with his affair. when I was cleaning the home as he was having dust allergy, he was sleeping and enjoying his life, when i was ready to sacrifice my sexual life being a virgin, as he said he was not having energy and had std because of using public restroom ( yes thats what he made me believe me by promising on his family), he was secretly fulfilling his own sexual life at my back for nearly 3 years depriving my normal marital life and kept me in confusion… i never even masterbated in my life stupidly thinking i should be genuine to my husband only.. but this is what i got in return for being what I am. I felt hitting the lowest point in my life.