that's the problem i am facing, no one 'd understand the agony i was put thru, my condition is mild and i can differentiate right from wrong. however, for some reason, pple like you thought i am beyond hope, besides, i am driving taxi and going thru a lot of stress inflicted by men in blue. can you tell me how can a mental distraught person drove for the past 6 years? I know now they trying even to break my last rice bowl. my plight only pple like chee soon juan will understand. if only there is karma...? you all will never understand what it is like being pushed down a cliff and that person actually give you his hand to save you. it was a very stupid mistake to join a GLC, ST, SAF, a bunch of mother fuckers and what have been done? nothing, 10 years of my life being inflicted with pain, unnecessary stress, all i want is to live a bit longer...