i already did. there was one very chio psychiatrist whom i enjoy seeing. she is a chinese and came here from u.k.
trust me, me kanna very jialat by lee kaun yew and his super lan jiao lang croonies.
i remembered few years ago when i went to CAAS fair for interview, i was showed the door after 10 mins of interview. citibank also same, my hiring manager called me and ask me what did i tell the HR. ST lagi best, VP asked to see me and then reject my application. cannot blame, ST pple are super lan jiao lang!
you tell me if i should stay???
there are many things they did, initially, i thought i have depression, think logically again and a normal person no depression also kanna depression.
The only place you should be heading to is the mental hospital - and I am not joking with you or insulting you. I know of a guy who is just like you, and trust me, LKY have not taken any freaking interest in you.
For the good of your family, please go to IMH and talk to a specialist. pronto.