The last six hours have been hell for me.
My wife discovered I had an affair and have taken the boy away.
All this time I was busy following the market and too proud to notice that my behaviour was unbecoming and irresponsible
So what if I made lots of money and had good deals. Now my family life fallen apart
I don't know how to make good on my mistake. I feel ashamed and I want to kill myself. I don't know if I should just drive my car into a tree at 100kmh. Ihope that can take away the pain and sorrow
But I know that is even more irresponsible so I wont do it
But I am filled with deep sense of shame and regret
If only I can turn back the clock by one week.
But thats no use
I am really screwed now. I deserve this. Everything I am in my life is meaningless now
I know many of you will laugh at me, it won't matter. I deserve it
My wife discovered I had an affair and have taken the boy away.
All this time I was busy following the market and too proud to notice that my behaviour was unbecoming and irresponsible
So what if I made lots of money and had good deals. Now my family life fallen apart
I don't know how to make good on my mistake. I feel ashamed and I want to kill myself. I don't know if I should just drive my car into a tree at 100kmh. Ihope that can take away the pain and sorrow
But I know that is even more irresponsible so I wont do it
But I am filled with deep sense of shame and regret
If only I can turn back the clock by one week.
But thats no use
I am really screwed now. I deserve this. Everything I am in my life is meaningless now
I know many of you will laugh at me, it won't matter. I deserve it