bro, you asked a very pertinent question. Based on my prayers for strength and also dialogue with priests, nuns and pastors, they said that God works in mysterious ways and that He has his plans for each of us. That we are being constantly tempted to strengthen our faith, to resist the temptation of the devil. When we successfully resist, God is pleased with us.
They also quoted that the Bible that if our eyes cause us to sin, it is better to pluck them out. Hence, these days I walk around with a cane and my guide dog.
The priests, nun and pastors think that god exist ONLY outside of them, which is not entirely incorrect. However, all of us souls are part of god. we are part of god. so in this case we are technically god, not yet enlightened or awakened yet. ( will wake up soon).
Awakening is based on inner/internal working of yourself, not outside or external. Our junk DNA is the part that get activated ( currently unactivated as the dark has manipulated our DNA in the past to prevent us to ascend and awaken) will let us have godly abilities such as telepathy, telekinesis, clairvoyance, etc. ( ascended abilities)
This earth is the hardest of all planet to reborn in as the dark has manipulated humans for thousands of years to the extend of all points of existence for preventing us to ascend and awakened. ( this is also coming to an end as pple are waking up)
We chose ourselves to be born here to take up this challenge and to help us grow and evolved, not God plan for us. We agree to take on this challenge and born here by ourself but agree also to the condition of forgetting our past lives when reborn here. ( this is also coming to an end as we ascend now will help us get back our memories)
Those who are awakened and do the inner work ( as what you call strengthen your faith), will be ready for ascension to a higher level of human existence, including upgrading of your DNA. The light coming to earth now will help us to upgrade our DNA if one is ready, ready as in you have done your inner work of clearing up your past trauma, bad karma and correct personal negatives and stay positive.
Your eye or other organs do not sin you. You are not sinful. The bible that is manipulated by the dark make you believe you are sinful. That is part of dark programming and mind control. Look inward to your conscience and you know the way. Human are Light beings, we naturally know what is the right thing to do that align with the soul. ( when without mind control disturbances)
