Thoughts of an old man

[glockman]

Thus far, I see ourselves as painters in this expansive canvas of space time, our works of art would be covered by others in future anyways, keep calm and paint on

For a brief moment, I thought you were referring to oral sex. My mind's default is usually at a dirty place. It's a curse I carry.

 

[zhihau]

For a brief moment, I thought you were referring to oral sex. My mind's default is usually at a dirty place. It's a curse I carry.

It is wishing thinking that the pussies of our ex’es ain’t painted by others after us?

 

[zhihau]

We build our lives around the acquisition of objects, believing that the next purchase will be the key to a missing contentment. Yet, this pursuit is a mirage.
Material wealth accumulates, but the self does not deepen. We trade hours of our finite lives for things that promise status, comfort, or identity, only to find these symbols are empty vessels.
The new car loses its scent, the latest gadget becomes obsolete, and the larger house reveals itself to be just more space to fill.
True fulfillment—a sense of peace, connection, and purpose—cannot be manufactured, shipped, or owned. It is found in the intangible: in relationships, in experiences that shape us, in moments of awe, and in the quiet cultivation of the inner self. To seek it elsewhere is the fundamental futility of materialism.
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Be wise.
Find a good girl you love, to love and be loved. Be happy with her for the few years that you have left.
Everything else will pass.

Dedicating this song for all of us here.

 

[tobelightlight]

 

[Willamshakespear]

To the threadstarter,

The CRUX of your post, after psychoanalysis, it is just simply the loss of your presumed 'Soulmate', and thus a self reflection to share the depression in your mind...

It is only comprehensible, and many would had suffered the same fate and the same reflection, on what had happened, what could had been done better, etc....but such are harmful as it will only lead you to further depression. as loss is loss and there is NO returning back or turning back time....

The truth is that SOULMATE does NOT exists in reality.

Each Human has a lifespan, and it is a journey of life, filled with up and downs, with others that we meet and part with, opportunities, mistakes, and more.

Your meeting with this lady is probably by chance, and it is the chance that you both SEIZED on, to spend and share that the journey of life together, thru the critical 2Cs - communications daily and compromises - to make that journey fruitful and meaningful....

Now that she is gone, all that left is your perceptions of what could had been WHICH will never be, in your mind, to find another like her, and thus the depression.

In reality, as your life is long, you WILL MEET others, and if you used the same 2Cs formula, you WILL find another supposed 'Soulmate' in your journey of life, and once again find life meaningful to share and live for....if only you will give the other party and yourself a chance, thru trial and errors as NO mortal is perfect, and uplift your life out of depression and give another to know you better, to take a chance with you on her own free will........

I wish you all the best.

 

[KingFook Sr]

Nobody is going to see our paintings once we're gone. The work will just be painted over by some other arseholes.

Not sure about paintings but...
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The worst is the glaring injustice that follows a lifetime of discipline, sacrifice, and hard work—of saying "no" to today's pleasures for tomorrow's security—culminates in a final, cruel joke.
Most, perhaps even all of us will die unable to spend all our money/wealth. The fruits of our labour are handed over, often by the indifferent mechanics of law or family drama, to someone who didn't earn it, who won't appreciate its cost, and who may, indeed very likely will frivolously enjoy what you so carefully denied yourself. It renders our entire life struggle perverse.

 

[KingFook Sr]

To the threadstarter,

The CRUX of your post, after psychoanalysis, it is just simply the loss of your presumed 'Soulmate', and thus a self reflection to share the depression in your mind...

It is only comprehensible, and many would had suffered the same fate and the same reflection, on what had happened, what could had been done better, etc....but such are harmful as it will only lead you to further depression. as loss is loss and there is NO returning back or turning back time....

The truth is that SOULMATE does NOT exists in reality.

Each Human has a lifespan, and it is a journey of life, filled with up and downs, with others that we meet and part with, opportunities, mistakes, and more.

Your meeting with this lady is probably by chance, and it is the chance that you both SEIZED on, to spend and share that the journey of life together, thru the critical 2Cs - communications daily and compromises - to make that journey fruitful and meaningful....

Now that she is gone, all that left is your perceptions of what could had been WHICH will never be, in your mind, to find another like her, and thus the depression.

In reality, as your life is long, you WILL MEET others, and if you used the same 2Cs formula, you WILL find another supposed 'Soulmate' in your journey of life, and once again find life meaningful to share and live for....if only you will give the other party and yourself a chance, thru trial and errors as NO mortal is perfect, and uplift your life out of depression and give another to know you better, to take a chance with you on her own free will........

I wish you all the best.

Thank you, Williamshakespear.