I was hospitalized for a suicide attempt last Tuesday and went back to school just two days later to resit an earlier scheduled weighted assessment. In the end I absolutely screwed up my history paper because I was in the midst of coming off painkillers (wrote only one paragraph and literally spaced out afterwards); at present I am suffering from intense anxiety attacks as I am genuinely unable to recall the content of those subjects I mugged so hard for. Case in point: not too long ago I spent at least 5 hours on a single business entities question and all I had to show for was one miserable line inked on the ledger paper.
If you must know, I am due back at IMH this Thursday for a follow-up, which I feel will further worsen matters because that would mean lesser preparation time for my art coursework which I've already skipped entirely last week.
Both my history and principles of accounts teachers particularly dislike me, insisting I seldom pay attention in class; truth is my attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) which they are aware of has made it difficult for me to fully concentrate all the time. Anyways I am no longer permitted to attend their consultation/remedial sessions, reason being "students who can't even grasp basic concepts like average cost accounting and logging general journal entries do not deserve help" - this of course adding to my stress and exacerbating my sense of helplessness.
More at https://www.domainofexperts.com/2020/07/mind-drawing-blank-after-trying-to-kill.html
If you must know, I am due back at IMH this Thursday for a follow-up, which I feel will further worsen matters because that would mean lesser preparation time for my art coursework which I've already skipped entirely last week.
Both my history and principles of accounts teachers particularly dislike me, insisting I seldom pay attention in class; truth is my attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) which they are aware of has made it difficult for me to fully concentrate all the time. Anyways I am no longer permitted to attend their consultation/remedial sessions, reason being "students who can't even grasp basic concepts like average cost accounting and logging general journal entries do not deserve help" - this of course adding to my stress and exacerbating my sense of helplessness.
More at https://www.domainofexperts.com/2020/07/mind-drawing-blank-after-trying-to-kill.html
