This is why you must not be too siao on when you are a NS slave. If you get too attached too the system, your IQ will fall. The idiocy of the system/regime will rub off on you and contaminate you.
Stay safe, serve and fuck off. Do the bare minimum to meet objectives, and not cause trouble for your peers.
And do something to boost your brain power when you are out of camp. Play chess, read books, do puzzle solving etc.