Please pray for me tonight
17M addicted to pornography for 7 years and thinking about giving up on life.
I dont read my bible much, I go to church on Sunday, I believe the gospel, but I repeatedly keeo masturbating to porn so I don't know how God can keep forgiving me, I just want to die I feel so shameful, such scum of a human being.
I never do what Christ says, and have never put any effort in to stand for my faith.
I'm a coward, honestly.
I do this all to myself and cant break free, any help would be appreciated.