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We were having coffee Baan Khrai Wan yesterday. I was staring raptly at this girl. He sensed my interest. We talked about the girl and I told him that the girl is attractive. At that juncture, he used this phrase "Buisui" to describe her. Literally translated, it means "Fat Beauty", though I seriously doubt it encapsulates the true meaning of her.
Trying to describe her in words is tough. I am not referring to U.F.O. type. To describe her succinctly, it would probably be long flowing hair, smooth and silky complexion, fairly white in skin tone, sweet, and baby fat lusciously seductive type of girl.
While I am certain of my sexual orientation, I cannot deny that I am attracted to the "Buisui" type ∼ which in all probability "exposes" my 25% "lesbianistic" predispositions.
In the past, Sue and I had many discussions about lesbianism. She (being a Christian) says that the Bible does not authoritatively prohibit lesbianism. She added that while the Bible condemns homosexual men, there isn't a direct verse nor passage that "directly" and “firmly” condemn woman and woman relationships. I am not a Christian ~ hence I am not qualified nor have the extensive knowledge of the Bible to comment.
Nonetheless, Sue and I agree ∼ All (if not most) women have at least a 25% "lesbianistic" inclination in us.
For me, though I have the "mens rea" when I gaze and ogle at beautiful women, I doubt that I will ever partake in the "actus rea".
And, if I do in the future, partake in the "actus rea" with a "Buisui", it means I have fundamentally and completely lost faith and hope in Men
Trying to describe her in words is tough. I am not referring to U.F.O. type. To describe her succinctly, it would probably be long flowing hair, smooth and silky complexion, fairly white in skin tone, sweet, and baby fat lusciously seductive type of girl.
While I am certain of my sexual orientation, I cannot deny that I am attracted to the "Buisui" type ∼ which in all probability "exposes" my 25% "lesbianistic" predispositions.
In the past, Sue and I had many discussions about lesbianism. She (being a Christian) says that the Bible does not authoritatively prohibit lesbianism. She added that while the Bible condemns homosexual men, there isn't a direct verse nor passage that "directly" and “firmly” condemn woman and woman relationships. I am not a Christian ~ hence I am not qualified nor have the extensive knowledge of the Bible to comment.
Nonetheless, Sue and I agree ∼ All (if not most) women have at least a 25% "lesbianistic" inclination in us.
For me, though I have the "mens rea" when I gaze and ogle at beautiful women, I doubt that I will ever partake in the "actus rea".
And, if I do in the future, partake in the "actus rea" with a "Buisui", it means I have fundamentally and completely lost faith and hope in Men
