thats the coward way to run away from a problem.. learn to let go and enjoy life... enjoy a nice walk after work.. listen to soothing music... go to the beach and watch, listen to the waves..
there are so many things to enjoy in life... go get it !!
:D... teekee is a fake... he enjoys people slamming Christianity hence the faking... the guy's a mental nut... his real name is tong hyui koh... his nick in the other forum is pylae...
Take advices from here with a pinch of salt... there will be conster like smelly tong aka teekee here waiting... they'll play the sympathy and goodie part and then later 'volunteer' to help with the money part... ignore any offers to help in your private mails no matter how tempting it seems...