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Numb and broken . This religion is toxic
I am done with christianity and with Jesus. I hate him depise him and I fear him extremely. I hate that is always live a life of pure misery and unhappiness and yet you have to worship me through it or you will be tortured eternally. Carry your cross and follow me. I DONT WANT TO STUPID MAN.
You are born in this world without your consent I never asked to be born at all and I regret being born ( even though I never had a saying ) . Then you have to obey all his rules no matter the cost and even love him on the process . Why I would love someone who forces me to suffer? And not only that he will test me to see if the faith is real. Oh but the reward is inifinite they say. Keep your fucking heaven and let me rot on my grave.I dont want to worship him my abuser and torturer. Not even as a Christian I wanted heaven not at all it seemed boring now I see it as a celestial North Korea where you cant leave from and you are surrounded by other christians. YAY . And if you dont obey you are going to be tortured eternally . The choice is yours . What an amazing options.
Some even say that heaven will be just staring at God eternally. AMAZING . Give me wealth and a woman that truly loves me instead and let me rot on my grave at the end of my days instead of taking me up there.
God has killed millions and millions of people and nobody cares at all. He flooded the earth commanded rape and genocide on the Old Testament and will torture people for the whole eternity and people praise him and cheer him. I honestly think in most cases is survival instinct they dont wanna be on the losing team. Its like the jews that helped the nazis to hunt other jews just to survive some weeks.
Its a fucking abusive relationship people should notice it: ( the three abrahamic religions are toxic)
- You are broken and dont deserve anything good
- You are nothing without me
- You should forsake everything all the time for me
- Have you got any idea of how much I sacrificed for you?
- If you leave me I will make your life a living hell.
- I dont want people or things to come between us
- I love you I truly do but if you dont love me back....
- Look at what you made me do
- Come here to worship me eternally.
I hate him so much if I ever stand before him on judgement day and he says : I am going to send you to hell eternally .Do you have any previous wish? Yes tyrant let me attack you and break your bones in your human form. Its an abusive relationship I dont know how we are so blind. The Bible says we are dirty broken people that our good works are filthy rags. Why even bother? At your best you wont ever be enough for the wrong person. Get lost Jesus . The only reason for which I was a christian was to avoid hell I came to the faith when I stumbled on a video of r3alism talking about hell an how painful it was going to be. I hate Jesus for creating me and I wish I was never born or I was aborted . I wont bring kids into this world so they have to fear hell or suffer the christian life. Jesus is my lord and saviour some people say well for me he is my abuser and torturer. I dont want heaven not even for free I just wanna rot on my grave I dont wanna be with you Jesus you are a tyrant. This stupid religion gave me OCD anxiety and now I wanna kill myself but since I am already going to be tortured eternally I might leave on a grand final. I will spend my whole life trying to debunk this toxic religion
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When the baby gets what he wants, he learns to trust his mother. The baby has no vocabulary to describe that trust, but the adult gives it a name: faith.