Retaining your energy instead of spending it is the oldest spiritual technology we know of.

[tobelightlight]

retaining your energy instead of spending it is the oldest spiritual technology we know of.

every serious tradition guarded it.
the monks.
the yogis.
the alchemists.
the mystics of every name and every age.

because the sexual energy is the same force the body uses to make the sacred oil and raise it to the brain.
spend it carelessly and there is nothing left to lift.
conserve it and transmute it, and it becomes the fuel of the entire inner work.

this was never about shame.
it was about power, and the simple question of where you point it.

and this is why lust sits at the very bottom of the vibrational scale.
keep a person spending their fire at the base, and they never have enough left to climb.
the lowest center stays full, and the crown stays dark.

the energy that can create a body can also raise a soul.

the book of wisdom explains the transmutation, not the shame.
say the word wisdom and i will send you the link to the book.

where has your creative fire been quietly draining away?

 

[Dongyi]

@Nut good advice for you.

 

[tobelightlight]

That is why porn is created so that you will not raise your frequency to be the divine that you are.

As i had search, porn was created by the Rothschilds. wrt the internet research.

 

[tobelightlight]

About the oil
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you were taught to watch the sky for a savior who never once left your body.

the christ was always the oil rising up your spine.
the salvation was always the work of raising it.

so while you waited for someone to descend from the clouds and rescue you, the very thing you were waiting for sat coiled at the base of your own spine, the serpent power the east calls the kundalini.

no one is coming to do the work for you.
that was never the design, and it never had to be.

and this is the hard freedom underneath it.
if no one is coming, no one is needed.
the power was handed to you at birth, sealed in the body, waiting on how you live.

the savior is a process inside you, set in motion by what you eat, how you breathe, and whether you waste or raise your own fire.

you are the one you have been waiting on.

the book of wisdom reads the savior as the oil and the kundalini within.
say wisdom and i will send you the book link.

what changes the moment you realize rescue was always an inside job?

 

[tobelightlight]

you have spent years praying upward to the ceiling, while the throne of god sat quietly in the center of your own skull the whole time.

eyes lifted.
hands raised.
voice aimed at the sky.

and the presence you were reaching for was never above the roof.
it was behind your eyes, in the pineal, the seat of the soul, the most holy place in the temple, waiting for you to turn inward instead of up.

prayer was never meant to be a phone call to a distant address.
it was meant to be a return, a turning inward to the divine already seated within you.

and once you feel that, prayer changes shape entirely.
it stops being a request sent away.
it becomes a remembering, a coming home to the one already there.

stop aiming at the ceiling.
the throne is closer than your own thoughts.

the book of wisdom reads prayer as a turning inward to the throne within.
type wisdom below and i will send you the link to the book.

what would your prayers become if you aimed them inward?

 

[Dongyi]

That is why porn is created so that you will not raise your frequency to be the divine that you are.

As i had search, porn was created by the Rothschilds. wrt the internet research.

Marriage is also a trap.

 

[tobelightlight]

Marriage is also a trap.

Imo, marriage is ok and reproduction is ok. It's how you deal with sex and reproduction. The dark soul abuse the energetic usage for reproduction by creating porn. And people waste their energy by jerking off and it's stimulation it offered.

 

[Dongyi]

Imo, marriage is ok and reproduction is ok. It's how you deal with sex and reproduction. The dark soul abuse the energetic usage for reproduction by creating porn. And people waste their energy by jerking off and it's stimulation it offered.

Marriage binds a person into a web of attachments. It is not a neutral institution. Even the intimacy shared between spouses—however legitimate and morally sanctioned—creates emotional and psychological bonds that deepen one's entanglement with worldly concerns.

A spouse inevitably lays claim to one's attention, affections, and responsibilities, often disrupting the inner stillness and detachment sought on the path to enlightenment. When marriage leads to children, those attachments multiply further. New obligations, anxieties, and desires arise, drawing one ever deeper into the complexities of family life and making spiritual liberation increasingly difficult to attain.​

 

[tobelightlight]

Marriage binds a person into a web of attachments. It is not a neutral institution. Even the intimacy shared between spouses—however legitimate and morally sanctioned—creates emotional and psychological bonds that deepen one's entanglement with worldly concerns.

A spouse inevitably lays claim to one's attention, affections, and responsibilities, often disrupting the inner stillness and detachment sought on the path to enlightenment. When marriage leads to children, those attachments multiply further. New obligations, anxieties, and desires arise, drawing one ever deeper into the complexities of family life and making spiritual liberation increasingly difficult to attain.​

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Very chiem ..I only do not want nagging from pussy, then by going women-free, it's paradise. Very simple.