if relatives during cny ask me what am i doing nao, how to answer them

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i living on my own and actually service women clients for a couple of years already
started part time many years back, now full time as my clients recommended more clients
manage to save a lot of money and be self sufficient with a small little private place of my own
i still give my mother money every month. she think i work proper job
no father
i hate cny every year and all the questions by relatives about girlfriend marriage, becoming father etc
thinking of escaping overseas for cny but mother will be sad if i do so
cannot make mother sad so have to endure cny