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My section mates in BMT really getting on my nerves and making my mental health deteriorate
RantIt’s my first time posting here but I’ll try to keep it short. My section mates had basically verbally abuse me and tried to take advantage of how “chill” I am along with the fact that I’m blur and disinterested in NS. Long story short one of them purposely picked me to do something vv disgusting related when I have urgent things that needed ti be done in a short amount of time. My buddy even supported him and forced me to do it when I was clearly in distress when I tried to ignore the IC commands . And to be honest during that sitar I had a small physical Altercation with my buddy which is a first for me because I’ve never gotten physical before
Additionally another section mate of mine had repeatedly humiliated me in front of me in front of my section and platoon mates. He openly doubted me and disrespected me multiples times targeted to just me only. These past few weeks of being treated like a dog and punching bag really made my mental health suffer I even had violent thoughts of killing/harming them . They even have an outing that they have planned but I’m not going to go because I’m actually scared and anxious that they’ll talk shit about me openly and I’m scared I’m unable to take it .
I’ve tried talking to my mom about it but she gave some very useless advice which would not work against them. I also would not want to report to my commanders because they’ll confirm view me as a pussy and snitch. I’m really lost asf to what to do I cannot Chao Keng cause it’s alr so close to POP and I don’t really know hot do do it and at the same time I’m afraid that if this continues any further I will actually get send to DB for fighting if my section mates push me me to my limits
Edit: I forgot to mention we’re in mono intake so… that made shit 10x worse
