teekee y u believe something u cant see?
can you see air? man's vision has spectrum frequency restraints.
besides, if God appeared to you everyday, you will get goosebumps....
once in a while you see everything falls nicely in place...that's the beauty and presence of God.
if things doesn't work out for you, and you can pull it through, God is ever more present....like the footprint story...
Jesus is like water, when you are thirsty, he will quench you..most of the time He'll leave you alone.