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Coffeeshop Chit Chat - Sumiko Tan bitched about her blues...</TD><TD id=msgunetc noWrap align=right>
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I've long stopped celebrating my birthday. In fact, if I had my way, I'd like to skip the last two weeks of December and go straight to the second week of January. You know, like go to bed on Dec 20 and wake up on Jan 10. The last weeks of December are usually the most trying for me. Every December I vow not to feel blue but fail miserably.
Not only do I have to reconcile with turning a year older, I have to also suffer through Christmas Eve and Christmas, then New Year's Eve and the New Year. It's not so much the rush and the crowds and the over-eating that get to me - I can bear all that.
What I can't take is the forced (to me) jollity and having to live up to expectations (mostly mine) that this will be an especially joyous period spent feasting, laughing and partying with loved ones.
Maybe it's because I'm single and don't have a family of my own, but it seldom turns out that way. I usually find myself alone and feeling sorry for myself. Everyone seems to be having a good time except me.
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When you've been single for a while, you view starting a new relationship with a huge dose of trepidation.
You've been through it all before and you're tired. You know too well how it often starts nicely but ends horribly.
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I've long stopped celebrating my birthday. In fact, if I had my way, I'd like to skip the last two weeks of December and go straight to the second week of January. You know, like go to bed on Dec 20 and wake up on Jan 10. The last weeks of December are usually the most trying for me. Every December I vow not to feel blue but fail miserably.
Not only do I have to reconcile with turning a year older, I have to also suffer through Christmas Eve and Christmas, then New Year's Eve and the New Year. It's not so much the rush and the crowds and the over-eating that get to me - I can bear all that.
What I can't take is the forced (to me) jollity and having to live up to expectations (mostly mine) that this will be an especially joyous period spent feasting, laughing and partying with loved ones.
Maybe it's because I'm single and don't have a family of my own, but it seldom turns out that way. I usually find myself alone and feeling sorry for myself. Everyone seems to be having a good time except me.
.
.
.
When you've been single for a while, you view starting a new relationship with a huge dose of trepidation.
You've been through it all before and you're tired. You know too well how it often starts nicely but ends horribly.
.
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