I want join gangs, get 9 dragon tattoo..feel depress

[Mr Perfect]

I reached to the point of no return.
I want to join gang . I need a sense of belonging.
I can't continue such life. It really sucks. I feel my life's like a puppet really.
I want to get nine dragon. I'm the big boss. I want everything that can ruin my life.
I hate myself. I'm fat , ugly and can only watch on fbt girls with other boys while I envy those boys so much.
It's over.

I want to slice and dice up my hands , my arms and everything I am.
Crap this world, I can't get th things I wish or dreamed for.
Pain's always the word that comes when I want something.
But in the end I still won't get what I want even how much I seek for.

Sometimes I pray to God and ask him to bless me.
He didn't yet gave up on me. Made me despair over life.
What's more left in life when I'm lost in the soul.
Who can help me find back what I lost in life?

Friends doesn't seem to be friends.
I don't seem to be myself.
But do I even have friends in the first place? I don't.
Friends or what just take me as a tool. A tool for their happiness.

I crack my *** out and do things for them.
But they don't recognise me as part of their clique.
I'm nothing , just a piece of trash which God doesn't even care.
What's there left for a useless one?

 

[Wedge Antilles]

The reason why the OA has stopped assing them...

roxygurly

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miss_aussie

Mr Perfect

The trouble makers aren't spammers. They're simply trollers and there is a simple way of dealing with trolls and that is simply to NOT RESPOND.

The latest troll is this roxygurly character. It's blatantly obvious. However, many respond because they find it fun.

At the end of the day, my advice is simply to not take life and this forum seriously.:p