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前几天和Mdm Ang 聊过,才知道什么叫做‘七孔流血’
她说她住了icu好几天,那时昏迷不醒,她的先生说她‘七孔流血’
医生发出病危通知给家属,还好最后她还是平安出院了。

去年,我和mdm ang 在医院相依为命,我进进出出医院40天,她一直留在医院。
因为都是同样的病,见同样的医生,所以,我们同样病房。

我看她每晚洗肾的血管都流血,我都为她担心。
我也看到她哭了好几次,可能真的觉得命运弄人。

我前几天告诉她医生安排我要去做thyroid biopsy.
到时,又要受苦。又要忍痛。
就好像他们之前叫我去做kidney biopsy, lung biopsy, skin biopsy, lumbar puncture
一直都说不痛不痛,可是做了之后都很痛。
我的脚到现在还是又肿又痛。

她只回了我一句: i also suffer a lot
我说 : i knew it.

我们两个真的是一直在受苦。

我不知道我们两人会活多久,我们都为了爱我们的人努力地忍痛,努力地活着。
没有人知道我们到底多不舒服,到底有多痛。

我们的身痛,心也痛。

mdm ang 说她前世一定造了很多孽,才会得这种病。
我想,我也是吧。

不然,为什么我们一直要受折磨,每天都在忍痛过日子。
 

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[video=youtube;snGKun7tRD8]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snGKun7tRD8&spfreload=10[/video]
 

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[video=youtube;8sle0aDaUXI]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8sle0aDaUXI[/video]

想說好多話 可不知從何說起
幻想每一個瞬間
失眠的我和熟睡的你
一切都是假象 我寧願昏迷
這再次錯過的愛情 不值得回憶

那年炎夏 那個場景
是什麼讓我們 放下了戒備心
定義的感情總是沒有道理
一分一秒沒有意義
理由就是年輕

當時的我在想什麼
敢恨敢愛的執著著
一舉和一動 相信是感動的

如果我們有緣再相遇
你是否還是當年的你
那一刻我會對你說什麼
也許問你當時快不快樂

如果我們當時不分離
你是否還會如此珍惜
假如那時我們不放棄
如今你還會是當年的你

假如我們當時沒有經歷
這一段讓人哭笑不得的愛情
現在我偶爾還是會想起
你用認真的表情說著我喜歡你

當時的我在想什麼
敢恨敢愛的執著著
一舉和一動 相信是感動的

如果我們有緣再相遇
你是否還是當年的你
那一刻我會對你說什麼
也許問你當時快不快樂

如果我們當時不分離
你是否還會如此珍惜
假如那時我們不放棄
如今你還會是當年的你

假如那時我們不放棄
如今你還會是當年的你?
 

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你,好不好?
[video=youtube;wSBXfzgqHtE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wSBXfzgqHtE[/video]
 

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你是不是他?
Ah run.

你,过得好不好?
工作好吗?
家庭好吗?
身体好吗?

不要想太多,人生就会幸福多一点
保重!
 

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Today I see my kidney doctor and my kidney function is progressing fast
Creatinine and urea is getting worse. Getting high.
Doctor asked me come to check again next week.
I asked her when to start dialysis, she didn cfm to me. Just said everyone is different.

I prepare and knew that I may start dialysis but just a bit scared
I scare and dunno it will cause me a lot of pain or not.

Today met one Uncle, he told me dialysis make him very ill . Then they gave him antibiotics and make his heart no strength and nearly die
Now he stop dialysis one month, he still survive.

Another one young lady only 20, already kidney failure.
Her mum said no dialysis as she still young.

我不知道要如何说我心里的感受
不难过,不怕。是假的
Must be positive . I also dunno how to tell you my feeling.

这是我的未来,所以,我要接受。
 

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mdm ang 说,她也是打了cyclo肾就坏,就洗肾
TMD, 医生是不是应该第一个去死
 

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today met 2 person
1st one is a 50++ uncle, he told me dialysis make him more sick. he dialysis since last sept then admitted ward and then they gave him antibiotics, make his heart weak. so then he stop dialysis and then he already 1 month no dialysis. but he still survive.

2nd one is a 20 years old lady, young india girl. her kidney function maybe slightly better than me.
she looks healthy. her mum came hospital with her, her mum said doctor suggested dialysis to her. but from their conversation, they cant accept this fact.

for my case, i knew that day will come. just...i cant accept?
i really scare pain.
 

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不知道是不是已经适应了身体的毒素
虽然肾功能不好,但还是能如常生活
只不过,忍痛,忍受,已经成为生活的一部分
人说,洗肾是一种生活习惯。
你觉得是不是?

ck 昨晚对我说既来之,则安之
就是他这种生活态度,悠然自得的态度
看似得过且过,其实富有智慧
他就是很让人放心,就算整个世界都背弃我
我想他也会陪在我身边。
 

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E 只会批评。
那时她入院,我还到医院探望她。
我住院时,她都没来看我。
我出院后,还请他吃饭。
她说我是那种人。

开始,我会想要解释,后来想想为何自己这么贱。
人家都一直讲我,
可是我根本不是。我现在也懒得解释。
她这种人,根本不配得到我的友谊。
 
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