I'm not acting holy; it's a matter of taste. I would have fallen for Big S as far as bj is concerned, but Small S is ugly. Maybe you don't have access to Apple News, as they're good at capturing photo shoot of celebrities without make-up. Or if you have been following Taiwan entertainment news since Small S and Huang Zijiao were an item, you would have witnessed yourself the ugliness of Small S during those days she was still on orthodontic treatment.
But you have my respect for that brave admission.